Damn it.

Don't you hate it when there is somebody you've got so much in common with, who you see yourself reflected in...yet whenever the opportunity rolls around and you're forced to talk to that person you just can't seem to be yourself... no matter how much you know about them, and besides the fact that there is so much you both enjoy and could easily spur up a conversation...you just. don't know how to start it.

It's like, gosh, I know for sure that we would be the best of friends...but damn it, I can never come up with something that I would usually say that's witty or funny...or interests us both. Even though I feel like I know you so well that I could.

Whenever I am around a person like that I completely just freeze up.


I'm not even talking about one person specifically. It just happens a lot. Damn it. Why is it that whenever I come across someone that I have so much in common with, and we're so damn PERFECT together,....no conversation will spur on my part.

They'll talk to me and make repeated efforts...but me? I draw a complete blank. WHY!?

God, please give me the gift of unawkwardness.